My head is swirling with confusion.. What do I do? What is there to say? I have absolutely no clue where I'm heading or how I'm going to get there.
This is so fucking difficult. I struggle to keep from struggling.. It's redundant.. ass backwards.. I feel like I'll never get out of this hole.
Then, people want to be around me. Enjoy my company.. but I'm miserable! So, what the fuck?
Life is too short and I feel like my stress will be the death of me.
I'm not ready to die. Aurayah still needs me like I needed my mom. She left me too soon and there was nothing I could do. I can't stop struggling because she needs me to.. so she won't have to.
Damn.
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